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Monday, June 20, 2005
i hate it when i don't get enough sleep.
i get cranky and shit and all sorts of craziness happen. it's only 940 in the morning and yet here i am in the lab already, doing the thesis. haha. i don't blame myself. if you were me, you won't be here. you're probably still in bed, neatly tucked in, warm and cozy.
why do i have to be so damn saddist?
pwede naman mgLRT, bakit pako sumabay kay brodr? hayy.
father's day yesterday, had a good tym with the fam over at tagaytay and ATC. daddy's great. right now he's probably halfway south, doing goodness knows what with goodness knows who.
i'm praying for you pops! may you always stay safe and may you always tell the truth. ha!
recap of the saturday events:
saturday: again, early worms in school to do the thesis. haven't got a decent night's sleep for the longest time and the h2o cherapy is doing wonders to my skin, thank you very much., bought tuna sandwiches for ka n vada, donuts and chocolatey day. darn my hips is gonna pay.
friday was our first trip to the bsp. learned a lot. it was quite scary, going there with no plans whatsoever, just a hope that we can get something out of them. thank goodness richard was there! haha! he somehow helped us. "statistics" was the "open sesame". and due to the lack of technology in the bsp library, we ended up copying manually all the info that we needed, pen and paper, pen and paper baby.
since we got there late already, i wasn't able to attend my engltri class, i texted my friend jowena to tell her that i won't be in and of all the miracles, she txtd back saying that our prof wasn't in also. hurrah.
**music is now my only santuary, with them in my ear... nothing can go wrong.
Posted at 11:23 am by angelclarice
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
it's been ages since i last posted a real entry so here goes:
i dont understand the moodswings that i'm having lately. one minute i'm upbeat, the next, i easily get irritated, do you know anything bout this kind of illnesS? if so, do tell, do tell.
it's been shit lately, you know why? coz of this kneedeep shit that i'm in. not that i'm in serious trouble or anything. it's more of a man vs. self kind of dilemma. like with the incident i recently had in the library. i spent 2 hours there yesterday, reading time magazine, reading homer & shakespeare.. i mean, THE HELL WITH THAT? am i really becoming a freakazoid? coz to tell you the truth my friend, i had a great time.
i find solace in solitude. there's a different kind of elation wenever i am by my lonesome. don't get me wrong, i like company (not because misery loves company), but i like being along as compared to being with a group of people.
"no mater how loud i laugh, i still am not happy, no matter how hard i cry, the sadnes nsyd grows...
the more people love me, the more i feel empty.. i just need one person to love me.. will he? "
Posted at 01:20 pm by angelclarice
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
of all the places, i am here at the microlab. since i left my filecase at plaridel yesterday, i decided to come back today to get it and at the same time renovate my lousy blog.
the lrt ride on the way here was calm and reminded me of the better days whenthere's no thesis and no pressure. too bad i have to cut this entry short because it's already 4:15 and i have to home by 5:00.
toodles
Posted at 05:15 pm by angelclarice
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
i've been waiting for almost two hours now.
i left the comp lab early. the attendant there is starting to freak me out.
i saw my keneth again kanina sa conserv. as always, handsome as ever. which made me think.. do i deserve a handsome man like him?
does he deserve someone like me?
is the cosmos working against me again? here i am eating my words as i type. i wrote on my first entry that i'll avoid using a foreign language in writing but here i am. just shoot me.
i've been craving for a green tea frappuccino since last week and later i'm gonna get one. i shouldv'e ordered it when i went to starbucks with kaka n katrina. but the curious side of me decided to try Mocha Valencia which tasted blah.
lately i've been looking for a different blog provider. i tried blogSpirit.. blogger.. modblog... blo.gs... some caught my attention, modblog specifically. the reason behind my looking for another host is that blogdrive seems too plain to fit my expectations. *hyuk*. modblog on the other hand offers far too many add-ons that i can't seem to figure out which ones to use.
i ended up adding another entry here.
*sigh*
what goes around comes around.
Posted at 09:14 pm by angelclarice
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Monday, June 06, 2005
oh my.
we got introduced, again.
for the nth time.
in conserve.
in la salle.
in taft.
in pasay.
in metro manila.
in luzon.
ahhh. is it even legal to feel this way? i can't look at him in the eye, my eyes might deceive me. i can't speak, my mouth forgot such action. i can't move, my locomotor skills melted away.
i love you.
Posted at 10:59 pm by angelclarice
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this is so not my day.
i keep finding myself here in the darnforsaken computer laboratory doing some shit knows what for shit knows who. i don't know why i even bother!
(il divo in my ears..) ahhh. bliss.
it's been a while since i last wrote an entry and despite my ramblings about writing in my native tongue, i find myself writing in english. i am not surprised.
i feel like a giddy stuck up trying hard coņo. to hell with what i feel. nobody cares anyway.
i feel shitty today.
went to the groceries and i lose temper at every roadblock. heck i even almost blew it on my mom. the remedy? spend spend spend. it's monday today so i can buy whatever i want.
and so the story of how i got an accoustic maroon5 cd. it's so nice. i gave it to my brother.
and so the story of how i got a cute chicky post-its. it's so cute. i gave it to my sister.
ahh. good deeds pay off.
saw kenneth today and i almost died.
Posted at 04:00 pm by angelclarice
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
okay, so naputol ung entry ko kanina. eto na ung partII
kumaen kami sa jaliby kanina. haha amuy putok daw sbi ni chevy. darn.. is it me? ako ba un? shr wo ma? aya.
ano na nga ba ang bago, friend? alam mo bang lately ay nahihirapan akong makaalala ng mga pangalan ng mga tao? mental block daw tawag dito pero ang alam ko, kabisado ko pangalan mo.
alam mo bang sumali ako ng KAPATIRAN? parang magsisilbi kang tour guide sa mga FROSH for a short period of time. kala mo free? ndi noh! leche 40p pala. wala talagang hustisiya sa mundo.
nakita ko ulit si soulmate kanina!! lamu ba un friend?? lamu ba ung ganong feeling? nung tumingin siya, huminto na puso ko. darn, ngumiti pa siya. kamuntikan nang bumigay tuhod ko pero duti nalang hindi kundi magmumukha nanman akong tanga...
when will it be?? :)
Posted at 04:23 pm by angelclarice
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so ganito na pla ang magiging paraan ng mga buhay buhay ngayon? walang pagkakataon magblog sa bhay gawa ng kahectic-an ng mga subjects. pangatlong beses ko na itong gagawa ng entry mula sa lab.
hindi ko alam kung may bumabasa sa likoran ko ngayon o di kaya sa tabi ko. bahala na. blog naman to, they are bound to read this anyhow.
darn anjan na ung prof. anu ba to lagi nalang malas. leche.
bahala siya. magkkwento ako!
so ayon.. ano na ba nangyare? wala naman. weird ulit ang kapatid ko chka nanay ko. weird to death. eew.
leche pinatay na ng prof ang ilaw. leche tlga.
byeeee
Posted at 12:30 pm by angelclarice
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
umuulan nanaman. kakaiba na to.
Posted at 08:36 pm by angelclarice
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Friday, May 27, 2005
uyyyyyy msta na!! hehe tagal ko d ngsusulat kya upd8 konti.
so ayon. kakauwe ko lang! tagal na natn d nguusap ah? busy kasi sa school. hyuk! parang weirdo. kaw? start nb classes nyo? hassle noh?
cra ult keyboard ko kaya pasensyahan tlga. cra ang letter "i". copy paste lang to.
ayos naman mga prof. frst tym full load kya good luck to me. bglaang magtthesis na pla kmi. *boo* nakakagulat tlga.
wel.. i met the love of my lyf! sa dream!! and we kssed!! haha! ever since napanagnipan ko sya, dna maalis sa icp ko!! naranasan mo nb yun? LOVE AT FRST SiGHT!!! hahaha kahibangang ba to? o tlgang i found my prince charming na? he's perfect in every way i see hm!!
he's gonna be mine.
Posted at 11:38 pm by angelclarice
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